The event in my life that had the biggest ripple effect was my divorce from Dean. Even though he was leading such a life of pornography, I still wanted to work things out...in the beginning. I really do believe that there was good in our relationship for the first two years. We had fun in the beginning. We had good conversation, we laughed a lot, and we enjoyed time with our friends. It was not until I had Trevor that things changed.
I am sure that it had a lot to do with the type of parties that he was attending when he told me that he was going fishing. He was so involved in a life of bondage, submission, and adultery. He also had split our finances and would not even buy milk when I needed it for the baby. And, after the twins were conceived, things got so much worse. I had never intended on raising four children on my own. I truly believe that things that I have gone through have made me the person that I am today.
I can honestly say that I am not judgmental in the least. I can empathize with someone in almost any situation. I can identify with most people that are hurting and offer a kind word or, at least, a hug when they need comfort. It is getting much easier, also, to tell people about my testimony and how God has worked in my life.
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